chuuya "be gay do crimes" nakahara (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
doublesmall) wrote2019-10-13 08:02 pm
doublesmall) wrote2019-10-13 08:02 pm
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Sometimes we don't get to decide how we move. Doesn't mean we don't have to deal with what happened.
[he's not the most helpful with working out feelings, but like, he's trying
chuuya's posture stiffens at those last words, though.]
-Don't say that unless you really mean it.
[he says it quietly, but no less intently-- he can't look higekiri in the eye, but his fingers tighten in his hair.]
If you say it and go back on it, I'll kill you.
[-even if he's not sure he actually can, as a host, he's saying it anyway. it's the intent behind it that counts, he thinks, whether or not he can follow through on a threat in the end.]
[he's not the most helpful with working out feelings, but like, he's trying
chuuya's posture stiffens at those last words, though.]
-Don't say that unless you really mean it.
[he says it quietly, but no less intently-- he can't look higekiri in the eye, but his fingers tighten in his hair.]
If you say it and go back on it, I'll kill you.
[-even if he's not sure he actually can, as a host, he's saying it anyway. it's the intent behind it that counts, he thinks, whether or not he can follow through on a threat in the end.]
[ . . . the destruction was uncontrollable - according to his tattoo, wasn't it? higekiri thinks about that momentarily but will instead focus on the way that chuuya stiffens, the way that the fingers in his hair tighten.
and he just moves instead so that he can murmur into chuuya's ear]
I am in your care.
[and he presses another kiss right beneath his ear]
And you may be in mine - if you so desire.
[but he personally isn't the type - to make a friend only to betray them in the end]
and he just moves instead so that he can murmur into chuuya's ear]
I am in your care.
[and he presses another kiss right beneath his ear]
And you may be in mine - if you so desire.
[but he personally isn't the type - to make a friend only to betray them in the end]
Edited 2019-10-21 06:11 (UTC)
... maybe.
[he can't say yes to something like that so easily. not yet.
but it's not an outright no, because he does like higekiri's company, and he sort of wants to agree to it. maybe that's just their current position, though-- another reason he won't.]
We'll see, all right? There are definitely still things I'll let you take care of.
[like, you know, in a sexy way,]
[he can't say yes to something like that so easily. not yet.
but it's not an outright no, because he does like higekiri's company, and he sort of wants to agree to it. maybe that's just their current position, though-- another reason he won't.]
We'll see, all right? There are definitely still things I'll let you take care of.
[like, you know, in a sexy way,]
[it's not as though higekiri expected an agreement - but it didn't feel quite right, to only offer himself. so he smiles easily enough at the compromise and eases into the different tone just for the sake of simplicity
and then he'll press their lips together again - though not without nipping at chuuya's bottom lip]
Anything that comes to mind?
and then he'll press their lips together again - though not without nipping at chuuya's bottom lip]
Anything that comes to mind?
[here they are in chuuya's stupid giant bed, after working out the horny that came upon them... chuuya's been a little bit stiffer than usual, actually, and now that they're done he's taking a little longer to catch his breath.]
Fuck. Don't.... please try not to... touch me in public.
Fuck. Don't.... please try not to... touch me in public.
...just didn't sleep well.
[he stretches, winces, and huffs out a breath before inhaling a proper one.]
-ngh, and I think all this is catching up to me.
[he stretches, winces, and huffs out a breath before inhaling a proper one.]
-ngh, and I think all this is catching up to me.
[he just straight up doesn't answer the first question
but the second has him making a face, shaking his head.]
It's not all you, you know. ...but I'll tell you if I think I need a break tomorrow. Just feeling sore.
but the second has him making a face, shaking his head.]
It's not all you, you know. ...but I'll tell you if I think I need a break tomorrow. Just feeling sore.
You're the only one I see every day.
[he shifts, like he just can't quite get comfortable, draping an arm over higekiri.]
[he shifts, like he just can't quite get comfortable, draping an arm over higekiri.]
[higekiri doesn't mind that then, growing just as comfortable - and he'll press a kiss to chuuya's jaw]
Oh, that's better.
[HE'LL TAKE IT]
... anything to vent about today, or will it all be censored?
[look he has a feeling that SOMETHING is weighing on chuuya a bit]
Oh, that's better.
[HE'LL TAKE IT]
... anything to vent about today, or will it all be censored?
[look he has a feeling that SOMETHING is weighing on chuuya a bit]
It'll all be censored, probably.
[he tilts his head into that touch, exhaling a slow and shallow breath-- he'd started off not allowing kisses outside sex, but the easy way higekiri offers the attention makes it hard to say no.]
[he tilts his head into that touch, exhaling a slow and shallow breath-- he'd started off not allowing kisses outside sex, but the easy way higekiri offers the attention makes it hard to say no.]
You're helping.
[by taking care of the problem that HE CAUSED. lord.
chuuya raises a brow, though-]
What is it?
[by taking care of the problem that HE CAUSED. lord.
chuuya raises a brow, though-]
What is it?
...I don't know. I'll see if we can do anything, though.
[ugh, he just got comfortable but he needs to move again-- sorry, higekiri. you get a wiggly npc today.]
[ugh, he just got comfortable but he needs to move again-- sorry, higekiri. you get a wiggly npc today.]
-maybe. I'm fine, just-- having a hard time getting comfortable.
No, it's more like--
[he makes a face, taking in another slow and slightly unsteady breath.]
Feels like I need to move and like I don't feel up to actually getting up.
[it's annoying...]
[he makes a face, taking in another slow and slightly unsteady breath.]
Feels like I need to move and like I don't feel up to actually getting up.
[it's annoying...]
I don't know, I was distracted.
[he tugs at a lock of higekiri's hair, nose wrinkling.]
I didn't notice until after we were done.
[he tugs at a lock of higekiri's hair, nose wrinkling.]
I didn't notice until after we were done.
[he nips back, turning it into a brief kiss.]
You weren't sorry to end up here.
[maybe chuuya wasn't either, though.
another kiss, longer-- but he has to break it to catch his breath pretty quickly.]
You weren't sorry to end up here.
[maybe chuuya wasn't either, though.
another kiss, longer-- but he has to break it to catch his breath pretty quickly.]
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