[it seems as though he's had enough time to allow others closer - and when chuuya touches him now, he'll feel the tenseness in higekiri's body. like he might snap or shatter at any moment, like he's close to trembling with the tension that he carries inside of him. he presses his face into chuuya's hair. that's how he tries to give in a little bit.
though at his words... he only just blinks once, twice, stunned and confused.]
... I don't know what this feeling is.
It's crushing... This body is failing again.
[like he's being broken - like he is someone broken in a way that repairs can't fix.]
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though at his words... he only just blinks once, twice, stunned and confused.]
... I don't know what this feeling is.
It's crushing... This body is failing again.
[like he's being broken - like he is someone broken in a way that repairs can't fix.]