[to be human. having this form... is so difficult - especially in this moment. he'd felt moments of it before, the first time that his brother truly suffered a loss here. to see sadness overtake hizamaru so sincerely was difficult - to feel it himself is almost too much to handle.
before, he was able to find things that made enduring the feeling worth it.
here and now... he finds himself still searching.]
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I no longer know if I desire such a thing.
[to be human. having this form... is so difficult - especially in this moment. he'd felt moments of it before, the first time that his brother truly suffered a loss here. to see sadness overtake hizamaru so sincerely was difficult - to feel it himself is almost too much to handle.
before, he was able to find things that made enduring the feeling worth it.
here and now... he finds himself still searching.]