some have tried to reason with higekiri. some have accepted his difficulty with emotions and attributed it to be part of who he is. others have tried to tell him that for him to not want to be human anymore, to not want to feel, might be an affront to everyone who cares about him. it's been easy enough to reason that away - there is no point that they should have cared too much about a weapon to begin with. he is but a tool.
but to hear chuuya say this now... to suggest that if higekiri was never allowed to feel, then he would be spurning his brother's earnest feelings -
something about that twists in his heart painfully all over again.]
No, that's...
I can't do that...
[he can't give up living, if it means that he has to give up living with his brother in the future]
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some have tried to reason with higekiri. some have accepted his difficulty with emotions and attributed it to be part of who he is. others have tried to tell him that for him to not want to be human anymore, to not want to feel, might be an affront to everyone who cares about him. it's been easy enough to reason that away - there is no point that they should have cared too much about a weapon to begin with. he is but a tool.
but to hear chuuya say this now... to suggest that if higekiri was never allowed to feel, then he would be spurning his brother's earnest feelings -
something about that twists in his heart painfully all over again.]
No, that's...
I can't do that...
[he can't give up living, if it means that he has to give up living with his brother in the future]