[he stops petting his hair, there, shifting back just enough that he can finally look up to higekiri's face again.]
You just... have to remember why it hurts. What you're hurting for. You have to take what you're feeling and channel it into making sure you see him again, so that you can make this all worth it-- fuel yourself on it, if that's what it takes to make sure you don't stop. Make it a new weapon.
Just don't rely on it so much that you stop feeling anything else. You have to keep everything else, too, or it's going to become all that you've got.
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[he stops petting his hair, there, shifting back just enough that he can finally look up to higekiri's face again.]
You just... have to remember why it hurts. What you're hurting for. You have to take what you're feeling and channel it into making sure you see him again, so that you can make this all worth it-- fuel yourself on it, if that's what it takes to make sure you don't stop. Make it a new weapon.
Just don't rely on it so much that you stop feeling anything else. You have to keep everything else, too, or it's going to become all that you've got.