[god. it hurts to see that sadness, to know that all of this isn't even over yet; tomorrow, higekiri's brother will have to be exorcised. tomorrow he'll die.
tomorrow they'll be separated, and chuuya has no idea how things are going to be after that's happened.
but he accepts the kiss easily, leans into the hand on his cheek, lets a hand settle on higekiri's waist-- light at first, to let him pull away if he doesn't want the touch.]
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[god. it hurts to see that sadness, to know that all of this isn't even over yet; tomorrow, higekiri's brother will have to be exorcised. tomorrow he'll die.
tomorrow they'll be separated, and chuuya has no idea how things are going to be after that's happened.
but he accepts the kiss easily, leans into the hand on his cheek, lets a hand settle on higekiri's waist-- light at first, to let him pull away if he doesn't want the touch.]
I don't blame you, either.
[a pause, before he adds:]
And from what I know of him? He won't.