...yeah. I've always survived it, so far.

[a shake of his head, there, as he folds his arms and leans back against the counter.]

That idiot I was with-- he can disable it before I die, but he's the only one.

[but he doesn't want to linger too long on that thought-- he'll pick up the nearest bottle of alcohol and decide it's good enough, finding a glass and pouring some. any port in emotional vulnerability!!]

...did you? Looked like you really did a number on them.