It'd be a shitty way to get myself killed, that's for sure.

[another sip-- which effectively drains the glass, so he's just going to snag that bottle again to refill it.

after wei wuxian's answer, though, he huffs out a humorless little laugh.]

At that point it'd just be indulging yourself too much. What's the point if they don't feel it enough? [and with a little grin, no less sharp for how small an expression it is:] Whatever it was they did to make you go that far... I hope they regretted it before they died.