chuuya "be gay do crimes" nakahara (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
doublesmall) wrote2019-10-13 08:02 pm
doublesmall) wrote2019-10-13 08:02 pm
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I'm not going to risk you, okay? I don't even know that it would just be one.
[his tone's a little firmer, there.]
[his tone's a little firmer, there.]
Oh, I'm sure we could take them.
[it's hard to say why he sounds so convinced but
he'll also turn his head so he can press a kiss to chuuya's cheek if it'll get him to stop looking so serious]
... I'll keep checking on you then - to make sure you are safe each day.
[it's hard to say why he sounds so convinced but
he'll also turn his head so he can press a kiss to chuuya's cheek if it'll get him to stop looking so serious]
... I'll keep checking on you then - to make sure you are safe each day.
...thanks, Higekiri.
[that gets a slight smile, and he gives higekiri a smooch on the lips in return.]
Feels a little selfish to let you, but-- guess I'm that kind of person.
[that gets a slight smile, and he gives higekiri a smooch on the lips in return.]
Feels a little selfish to let you, but-- guess I'm that kind of person.
Since it's you, I'll let you.
[chuuya shifts to settle in a little more, though he glances sidelong to the door again before he tugs higekiri closer.]
You're one of the only people I'd let take care of me, you know.
[chuuya shifts to settle in a little more, though he glances sidelong to the door again before he tugs higekiri closer.]
You're one of the only people I'd let take care of me, you know.
[ah, right... chuuya laughs at that too, shaking his head.]
...we just decided to make more use of the time we have left. I know we're probably not going to meet again after this, so-- I asked him to be mine while we're still here.
[cursed that he's still leaning into hige as he says this and sounds kind of fond, chuuya's a ho!]
It's not an exclusive thing, though, I don't want him to go and die because I asked him not to fuck anyone.
...we just decided to make more use of the time we have left. I know we're probably not going to meet again after this, so-- I asked him to be mine while we're still here.
[cursed that he's still leaning into hige as he says this and sounds kind of fond, chuuya's a ho!]
It's not an exclusive thing, though, I don't want him to go and die because I asked him not to fuck anyone.
Oh? Why won't you meet again?
[this is a bad conversation to have with a cheating time traveling sword
but he also doesn't seem to mind, because no one has even remotely taught higekiri a monogamy. he presses a kiss to chuuya's hair affectionately as he leans in closer]
[this is a bad conversation to have with a cheating time traveling sword
but he also doesn't seem to mind, because no one has even remotely taught higekiri a monogamy. he presses a kiss to chuuya's hair affectionately as he leans in closer]
Because that's not how things work. We're from completely different places, you know? So if everything goes well and we all go home... I'm assuming that's it, because I don't know of anyone whose Ability involves that kind of travel.
[...after a few moments, there's a hum and a brief sigh as he accepts the touch, his fingers combing through hige's hair.]
The Port Mafia will always come first for me, anyway. Anyone else would have to come second-- I can't ask that of anyone long-term. He's got his own business to focus on too.
[...after a few moments, there's a hum and a brief sigh as he accepts the touch, his fingers combing through hige's hair.]
The Port Mafia will always come first for me, anyway. Anyone else would have to come second-- I can't ask that of anyone long-term. He's got his own business to focus on too.
It's not so lonely. I have plenty of coworkers, you know.
[plenty of subordinates he cares about protecting, in a city he loves and desperately misses.
it takes a moment for higekiri's words to sink in, but when they do-]
--wait, don't you have your own work to do?
[plenty of subordinates he cares about protecting, in a city he loves and desperately misses.
it takes a moment for higekiri's words to sink in, but when they do-]
--wait, don't you have your own work to do?
...you're sure you'd be allowed to?
[it sounds like more than he'd ever expect, so-- of course it sounds too good to happen.]
You know I might be working too, if you show up at the wrong time.
[it sounds like more than he'd ever expect, so-- of course it sounds too good to happen.]
You know I might be working too, if you show up at the wrong time.
You-- Higekiri! You can't just say shit like that...
[WRINKLING HIS NOSE VERY HARD, even as he wraps an arm around him.]
--you should focus on your own missions, not coming to bother me. Compared to you, I'm not even going to be around that long.
[WRINKLING HIS NOSE VERY HARD, even as he wraps an arm around him.]
--you should focus on your own missions, not coming to bother me. Compared to you, I'm not even going to be around that long.
Why would you put in that much effort, huh? You're how old-- our lives probably don't seem like much time at all, to you guys.
[it just seems a little pointless, to him? they're probably easily forgotten later on.]
[it just seems a little pointless, to him? they're probably easily forgotten later on.]
[that -
manages to get higekiri to pause, blinking.]
... have you heard of the concept of people who have a certain existence? Who absolutely must exist in order for history to play out as it does? There are some people who, no matter how short their lives may be, or the roles that they play... they are a type of certain existence.
Some of my masters... they were that - to history. But I don't always care very much about history, aside from when it is my mission to protect it. [and even then - does he really care?]
But since I've been here... I've begun to think - despite everything that I do not care about, and people whose existence don't make a difference to me... I, too, have people who are a certain existence - where I will need them, in order to truly be myself.
[and he'll let his forehead rest on chuuya's again, searching his gaze]
So even if our time is brief...
You are a certain existence to me - where as long as I exist, I will carry you with me.
manages to get higekiri to pause, blinking.]
... have you heard of the concept of people who have a certain existence? Who absolutely must exist in order for history to play out as it does? There are some people who, no matter how short their lives may be, or the roles that they play... they are a type of certain existence.
Some of my masters... they were that - to history. But I don't always care very much about history, aside from when it is my mission to protect it. [and even then - does he really care?]
But since I've been here... I've begun to think - despite everything that I do not care about, and people whose existence don't make a difference to me... I, too, have people who are a certain existence - where I will need them, in order to truly be myself.
[and he'll let his forehead rest on chuuya's again, searching his gaze]
So even if our time is brief...
You are a certain existence to me - where as long as I exist, I will carry you with me.
[god. what does he even say to that?
it's the sort of thing that leaves him at a loss for words, blinking, his face slightly flushed, but something like this-- he can't even manage to overreact and shove higekiri away in a fit of embarrassment. it strikes too hard for that.
he swallows hard, exhales a breath.]
...I'll carry you with me too, you know. I know it hasn't even been that long, but--
I'm not going to forget.
it's the sort of thing that leaves him at a loss for words, blinking, his face slightly flushed, but something like this-- he can't even manage to overreact and shove higekiri away in a fit of embarrassment. it strikes too hard for that.
he swallows hard, exhales a breath.]
...I'll carry you with me too, you know. I know it hasn't even been that long, but--
I'm not going to forget.
...all right. I'll wait.
[it's quiet, but no less intent, eyes sliding shut for a moment at that kiss.]
Just don't leave me waiting too long.
[it's quiet, but no less intent, eyes sliding shut for a moment at that kiss.]
Just don't leave me waiting too long.
Oi, don't be stupid.
[making a face... but he follows it with-]
I've been sleeping with you every day for how long, now? Of course I'll miss you.
[making a face... but he follows it with-]
I've been sleeping with you every day for how long, now? Of course I'll miss you.
Did I say that was the part I'd miss? I'd give you the same answer even if we weren't fucking.
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