... have you heard of the concept of people who have a certain existence? Who absolutely must exist in order for history to play out as it does? There are some people who, no matter how short their lives may be, or the roles that they play... they are a type of certain existence.
Some of my masters... they were that - to history. But I don't always care very much about history, aside from when it is my mission to protect it. [and even then - does he really care?]
But since I've been here... I've begun to think - despite everything that I do not care about, and people whose existence don't make a difference to me... I, too, have people who are a certain existence - where I will need them, in order to truly be myself.
[and he'll let his forehead rest on chuuya's again, searching his gaze]
So even if our time is brief...
You are a certain existence to me - where as long as I exist, I will carry you with me.
it's the sort of thing that leaves him at a loss for words, blinking, his face slightly flushed, but something like this-- he can't even manage to overreact and shove higekiri away in a fit of embarrassment. it strikes too hard for that.
he swallows hard, exhales a breath.]
...I'll carry you with me too, you know. I know it hasn't even been that long, but--
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[plenty of subordinates he cares about protecting, in a city he loves and desperately misses.
it takes a moment for higekiri's words to sink in, but when they do-]
--wait, don't you have your own work to do?
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[he shrugs....]
We're used for our missions, but mostly only groups of us go at a time... So when other groups go, we do housework or train...
But I can go to visit you instead.
["but hige you haven't asked the saniwa" and?]
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[it sounds like more than he'd ever expect, so-- of course it sounds too good to happen.]
You know I might be working too, if you show up at the wrong time.
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I'd wait for you.
[easily and simply]
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[WRINKLING HIS NOSE VERY HARD, even as he wraps an arm around him.]
--you should focus on your own missions, not coming to bother me. Compared to you, I'm not even going to be around that long.
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[HE DOESN'T LIKE THE SOUND OF THAT, but he'll wrap an arm around chuuya too, encouraging him closer]
And isn't that just more reason for me to find you...?
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[it just seems a little pointless, to him? they're probably easily forgotten later on.]
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manages to get higekiri to pause, blinking.]
... have you heard of the concept of people who have a certain existence? Who absolutely must exist in order for history to play out as it does? There are some people who, no matter how short their lives may be, or the roles that they play... they are a type of certain existence.
Some of my masters... they were that - to history. But I don't always care very much about history, aside from when it is my mission to protect it. [and even then - does he really care?]
But since I've been here... I've begun to think - despite everything that I do not care about, and people whose existence don't make a difference to me... I, too, have people who are a certain existence - where I will need them, in order to truly be myself.
[and he'll let his forehead rest on chuuya's again, searching his gaze]
So even if our time is brief...
You are a certain existence to me - where as long as I exist, I will carry you with me.
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it's the sort of thing that leaves him at a loss for words, blinking, his face slightly flushed, but something like this-- he can't even manage to overreact and shove higekiri away in a fit of embarrassment. it strikes too hard for that.
he swallows hard, exhales a breath.]
...I'll carry you with me too, you know. I know it hasn't even been that long, but--
I'm not going to forget.
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[SAYS THE TIMETRAVELER
and so he'll just let his lips brush against chuuya's temple again]
But just wait a little bit for me too, and I'll find you again.
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[it's quiet, but no less intent, eyes sliding shut for a moment at that kiss.]
Just don't leave me waiting too long.
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[don't fish for compliments you stupid little shit]
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[making a face... but he follows it with-]
I've been sleeping with you every day for how long, now? Of course I'll miss you.
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[SAY SOMETHING NICE TO HIM, CHUUYA]
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Okay, okay. I suppose I understand.
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[hige gets a smooch, there.]
You should already know it's your company that'll be a bigger loss, not your body.
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I think I'm getting used to the idea of that, yes... odd as it may seem.
[when for so much of his history, his physical body was all that mattered]